Ciao For Now

It’s been difficult decision time at Dubious Towers this week.

As regulars will know, I’ve been unwell for some time now, with issues with mobility/walking and also a reduced capacity in my hands/arms/wrists/fingers which has made it difficult and painful for me to grip, type and do all the other things one could reasonably expect our hands to do, which in turn has kept me off work for some time now.

Whilst my mobility has generally improved to the point where I no longer need to use a zimmer frame to get about – thanks in no small part to a couple of steroid injections and the draining of a load of as-yet-unidentified fluid from my left knee – the pain in my hands, wrists and arms has remained at roughly the same level.

I had been using this place as my own personal physiotherapy, writing in blocks of around 10-15 minutes or until I was in too much discomfort to continue. Recent longer posts like Friday Night Music Club and Rant have taken me several visits to complete. This is also why I’ve been even more rubbish than usual at responding to your Comments, so my apologies for that. I’d hate for you to think I was just being rude and ignoring you.

Since my ability to type is restricted to short bursts, I’ve been off work for three months now, and am currently signed off for a further month. As such, I have a serious case of cabin fever, and this place has been my release from watching Homes Under the Hammer and Bargain Hunt, so my decision has not been easy.

The Wonder Stuff – Cabin Fever

I’ve now had two consultations with a rheumatologist, and I’ve been diagnosed with rheumatoid arthiritis. On top of that, investigations are continuing as to whether I also have a “…subluxation at the left wrist joint.”

Here’s what Dr Google says about subluxations: “…[it’s] an incomplete or partial dislocation of a joint or organ. According to the World Health Organization (WHO), a subluxation is a “significant structural displacement”.

I’m right-handed, so you can quit with all your rude thoughts about how I may have injured my left wrist.

I’ve been referred to a different consultant with specialism in this area (happening in early April), and in the meantime started on a course of meds to, hopefully, alleviate my other symptoms.

The upshot of all this is that I’m not sure that writing here is helping.

So, I’ve decided to take a step back again, and put writing here on hold.

For now, this, from Lush’s poptastic 1996 Lovelife album, a duet with Jarvis Cocker which is practically a partner-piece to Lodger’s wonderful I’m Leaving (which is hard to come by, and so I’ll find a reason to post it when I return). Never released as a single, Ciao! still became the title of Lush’s 2001 Best Of… album:

Lush – Ciao!

I’ll be back again soon enough. I have unfinished business.

In other words: more soon.


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21 thoughts on “Ciao For Now”

  1. So very sorry to read all this. You are doing the sensible thing, and you will be greatly missed.

    But it’s more important that you give yourself every chance of coping better with this horrible condition. I wish you well with you and hope the specialists you are going to see will halp.

    In the meantime….a small gift to you and everyone else who drops by to offer their thoughts.

    It should link to a download of I’m Leaving by Lodger (and yes, it is wonderful!)

  2. Sorry to hear things are still not great. It’s been a real treat having you back around here, but you are doing the right thing giving it all a break for a while. Cross fingers the consultants come up with the answers you need soon. Until next time…

  3. I’ve enjoyed your writings and appreciated the music you’ve posted over the years. Thanks for it all.

  4. I’m going to send you an email Jez, I have an idea. Might be a terrible one but I’ll be in touch.
    Keep well buddy. We’ll still be here when you get back.

  5. So sorry to read this, it’s been great seeing your posts again lately, but totally understand your reasons for taking a break. Here’s wishing you well, sending love and good vibes your way, and we’ll see you back here when you’re good and ready.

  6. “I’m right-handed, so you can quit with all your rude thoughts about how I may have injured my left wrist.”
    Oh I don’t think so

  7. All the best, mate, and a speedy recovery. As mentioned before: you did the right thing, no question about that! You will be missed, yes, but the main thing is your health!

  8. It sounds very unpleasant indeed Jez and I stand shoulder to shoulder with my blogging chums in wishing you a speedy recovery. Take care of yourself.

  9. Thinking of you, Jez, and sending best wishes for your recovery. Great though it has been to have you back – rants, Friday night playlists and all – not at the expense of your health. I look forward to a time when you might be up for posting again but until then, take care, will keep in touch.

  10. Just caught up on this Jez mate. All the best from me and the fam. Glad that you’re getting seen and the treatment is underway albeit very gradually. Be well mate and come back harder, bettet, faster, stronger

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